Well I thought it was time for an update... I had my post partum appt on Thurs and it went well besides I had to reschedule my pap...Joy lol... The docs said I have post partum depression and put me on zoloft... and honestly I feel completely different after taking it, the overwhelming feeling is gone when something happens I am able to stay calm and not panic... It's nice and I m not ashamed of the fact either.
Baby girl is doing good she walks pretty much everywhere now she is a mess lol Shes getting her first molars in on both sides of her bottom jaw which makes her super grumpy but all in all she is taking it like a g. I can deffinately tell that she misses her daddy but she gets to see him and talk to him almost every day. I am so thankful for technology and I hope that they continue to have such good access to internet and such although I know I shouldnt get spoiled to it cause every deployment wont be like this unfortunately...
Little man has started sleeping some better. he goes to sleep at 9 and sleeps til 1 or 2 then he eats and goes back to sleep until 5 or so and then he wants to eat then be held so that is normally when he ends up laying beside me (yes I know the dangers of co sleeping so please don't judge) We finally found a formula that seems to work for him... It is Enfamil Nutramigen...The powder form. He is my chunky monkey he already seems bigger than his sister was he isn't fat but I think he has a larger bone structure like me.
Im so blessed to have 2 beautiful children and a wonderful husband and father to them. My life is no where near perfect but it is perfect to me and in this crazy messed u world I've finally found the spot I am suppose to be at and can honestly say if someone doesnt like me for me or has a problem with the way I live my life they can go the hell on because Im not changing Im perfectly content with the one or two friends I do have because they are true friends I dont need the fakeness or the drama in my life any more.
Until next time. See ya
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